Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Thank you...


Thank you all for your kind words and condolences.........I am setting up her own domain busylizzy.net, with the help of Sarah a long time friend of mine. I will be using Expression Engine........It is going to be her memorial site and there I will blog about her and other things and post pictures of my blue eyed baby and of course my other darlings...............So please bookmark busylizzy.net..........As from now on that is where I will start my posting. Thanks again for all of the comments, they mean so much right now and I guess that I can speak from experience about death now, I want to talk about her, I want you to talk about her, I want everyone to talk about her.........I don't want this to be a hush hush thing as she will always be on my mind and in my heart..............

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Her blue eyes amazed me........

So Far Gone...........How do I go on??

Saturday, March 17, 2007

She has my heart and the tears overflow...


My baby girl, 10 years old died Feb 25th...........I am pretty much still in shock and numb over this. I have my good moments but mostly always bad. I have to stay pretty "normal" for my other three kids.......I am so heartbroken over this I don't know what to do with myself. She wasn't sick. She was in a single 4-wheeler accident. Not exactly sure how her skull was crushed but we have our theories.........My husband tried to save her........She was an awesome kid. It is our fault, she could have had a helmet on and then she probably would have lived. We blame ourselves and will for the rest of our lives. If I could change places with her I would do it in a heartbeat, no doubt........This is the definite downward spiral. I will write more later when my thoughts are not all jumbled.

I love you BUSY LIZZY and I will see you in my dreams...........