I just don't know what to say right now. I am still lost. Have come to the fact that she is gone forever. I put on a happy face for everyone or at least try to........I have learned who my true friends are in this situation that is for sure. So it was 3 months on May 25th...............The images of her at the accident scene, hospital or in the casket will never leave my memories............Those images will be with me until the day I die. I do have some very awesome memories of her though and when I think about the good memories, I break down and cry. I have her portrait tattooed on my back, still have to get her birth and death dates on there but for the most part it is done.............Anyway I will never forget her growing in my tummy, being a major kicker. My 19 1/2 labor with her. My first experiences with breastfeeding. All of her birthdays, our trips together as a family...........Speaking of which we went to Yogi Bear Park and went camping. She loved to camp and wasn't there with us. I had fun but felt guilty at the same time. She should have been there with us having fun. :down:
Hug your kids tight tight tonight and every night, never go to bed angry and always say I Love You..............You just never know when that will be the last time you see or speak to that person.......
To The Moon And Back Lizzy I Love You With All Of My Heart
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