See a ray of light...
I am sick as a fucking dog. I hate being sick. Mothers just can't get sick, ya hear me? I don't want to do a damn thing except lay in bed and just rest. But I have to go to the store in a bit or my kids will starve, maybe getting out will help a bit (doubt it!) But I will have to do it. If you have sent me an email and I haven't gotten back to you, don't worry I will. I have been sick since the weekend and it seems to be getting worse. Anyway it is also about to rain really bad so the gloomy weather doesn't help, although it may help me fall asleep. I really need to clean though!
Lizzy- I think about you constantly, but I find that I don't fall asleep thinking about you or waking up think about you. I felt bad at first but I think it is just a part of the healing process. Kristen told me the same thing and I told her it was ok, she is just accepting the fact that you are gone and it is a good thing. She will never forget you of course, she is talking more and more about you so things are getting easier for her. She loves school and wished she could share her highschool experiences with her lil sis, but she does have her lil brother's and she does talk to them about school. So Lizzy, you are always in our thoughts, I have just come to realize that I can't change what happened and I have to be here mentally for your brothers and sis, right? Plus I know that if the roles were reversed I WOULD NOT want you to mourn for so long, I would want you to go on with your life and being the awesome girl you were I know that you would want that for us. So thank you for the wonderful 10 years that you were here with us, you taught us a lot, most importantly-The Value Of Life and Love.
To The Moon And Back
Love-
The Mom
Your sis and I cut our hair!!
Lizzy- I think about you constantly, but I find that I don't fall asleep thinking about you or waking up think about you. I felt bad at first but I think it is just a part of the healing process. Kristen told me the same thing and I told her it was ok, she is just accepting the fact that you are gone and it is a good thing. She will never forget you of course, she is talking more and more about you so things are getting easier for her. She loves school and wished she could share her highschool experiences with her lil sis, but she does have her lil brother's and she does talk to them about school. So Lizzy, you are always in our thoughts, I have just come to realize that I can't change what happened and I have to be here mentally for your brothers and sis, right? Plus I know that if the roles were reversed I WOULD NOT want you to mourn for so long, I would want you to go on with your life and being the awesome girl you were I know that you would want that for us. So thank you for the wonderful 10 years that you were here with us, you taught us a lot, most importantly-The Value Of Life and Love.
To The Moon And Back
Love-
The Mom
Your sis and I cut our hair!!
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